Suddenly, i have this thirst for knowledge.
I want to know so many stuff; i want to understand what im studying.
But will it all be too late?

they say when life gives you lemon, make lemonade.
but when things all turn sour, it is just hard.

oh god prelims is finally over like finally but didn't feel exceptionally happy as expected just super tired after movie. and i keep getting this guilty feeling whenever i watch tv or i stone and slack cos i know how badly i've screwed up my prelims like omg i totally left qn1 of chem ppr 2 blank ?! yes stab me pls idk why i did that esp i saw it's like freaking 14 marks but idk why i just thought it was ok to skip it and anw just no time to do then finally when i looked at my ans it is just very empty so i also don't know what i have done sigh but i was just whiny and not rly sad cos i guess i deserve it but i rly got study a lot leh like everyday life is just about mugging and mugging yea no life so stop writing alr cos it's just a butch of useless stuff. got so much to say but some stuff just can't be spoken or better left unspoken.

some things are hard to write about. after something happens to you, you go to write it down, and either you over dramatize it or underplay it, exaggerate the wrong parts or ignore the important ones. at any rates you never write it quite the way you want to.